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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Sunday, July 24, 2005
5:49 AM

almusal ang gamot pag nahihilo na ko sa puyat at mabilis na ang ikot ng mundo. minsan, ngayon ngayon lang, bigla akong nagising ng madaling araw, nagtimpla ng kape, ngluto ng sinangag at kumain na parang bibitayin ng araw na iyon. solve! lagi na akong pumapasok ng maaga ngayon, sa katunayan ay nakakapasok pa ako sa flag ceremony. ok, umalis na ang dati naming guidance counselor na si mam lacsina at lumipad na patungong south korea. ayan tuloy, ngkaroon kami ng bago, bumalik sHA. ung dati naming substitute titser nung first year. c mam toooot. andaming nagyari sa mga nakaraang araw. sa amin ni toot. haha. ewan, ang gulo nun.. sobra. pero ngaun, ok na.. maayos na ang lahat. nagbalik na ang lahat sa dati. kasama nadn pala ako sa pep squad namin. sana naman maging champion na kami. *wish ko lang* pero bkt? d naman masama ang mangarap. ang dami kong gustong gawin pero nd ako pahintulutan ng tadhana. haha. gusto kong magpunta sa isang lugar na tahimik lng at magenjoy. gusto kong magbeach. gusto kong magbasa ng nobela. gusto kong makapagaral ng mabuti. gusto kong makapasa. gusto kong matuto. gusto kong magshopping. gusto ko ng isang linggong bakashon. at kasama c toot. nakakapagod ang mga araw. andaming discushons. minsan nga eh ndi na ako nakikinig. ewan ko ba. gusto ko ng martilyo para ipukpok sa ulo ko na kailangan kong makinig at mag-aral. alang ya. an dami ko pang gagawin. bukas na lng.. ang part two nitong speech ko. ang sakit ng katawan ko. nabinat ata dahil sa pep. pero ok lng. sacrifice. haha. cge na. paalam na sainyo.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Saturday, June 11, 2005
8:36 AM

matagal bago ko ulit naisipang magsulatdito. naisipan ko ding maging makata sa mga oras na ito dahil ako'y naeewan sa aking sarili. tamang-tamang alas dose na ng hating gabi. ayaw pa ata akong dalawin ng antok at di pa ko makatulog. kaewan sapagkat sa unang dalawang araw ng pasukan ay oisiyal nang nagbigay ng kanikanyang mga asynment ang mga titser. abnkkbsanaplako. naalala ko 2loy ang librong iyon. teka nga. balik tau sa ating pinaguusapan. ayun. bagong mga guro ang aming nakilalaa. napunta ako sa seksyuong newton at kakalase ko ang aking kuya na si terence. wala ata ako sa tamang pag-iisip ngayon mga pre. hindi ako makapagsulat ng matino. ayun. asan na tayo? ah tama sa seksyon ko. da best ito. ata. haha. ang aming naturang adviser ay ang beteranong c Mrs. Socorro Ringor. mabait sha. sobra. hehe. c dea ay napuntang pascal at c justine naman ay einstein. masayahin ang adviser ng pascal..(BWAHAHAHHA) joke lng. ang einstein pala un.. c sir LEONUSTO CELZO.. ang aming PEHM teacher.. da best din. sa pascal..a ng titser namins a poilipino ang kanilang napiling adviser. ok lng naman daw ayon sa kanila. basta un. tapos.. ang dami naming asaynment. filipino. economics.english at biochemistry. natawa ako pagkat halos makaidlip nako habang nakikinig sa aking guro sa biochem.. ewan ko ba.. inaantok lng cguro ako.. kmi pala. magugulatin pala ang titser namin sa physics at math. c MDAS- My Dear Antonio Samson, ang saya nyang magturo. magaling siya masyado pero magugulatin padin. nagulat siya sa malakas na boses ng tagapagsalita ng aming eskwelahan.. oops teka.. may gagawin pala ako.. ito'y aking ituttuloy bukas. gud nayt sainyo.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Thursday, May 19, 2005
10:30 PM

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kuya alvin. uhm.. sir alvin.. just copiedthe pic from ate chesca's blog (thanks po!) haha.. he's ur x.o in the CAT. sha ang ngtrain samin.. mga COTC applicants. hehe.. super bait!!! he'll be studying at U.S.T din.. uhm.. med tec ata.. ala lng.. trip lng ipost ang pic haha.. we miss you sir!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

it took a while for me to create a post again. im busy. too busy actually. too busy but too lazy do all those things i'm supposed to do. i have to go to school and attend review classes, the only fun part of it is.. i get to learn new things except for the fact that my mind is flying elsewhere as my teachers patiently discuss their lessons.i've been training for CAT also, i think. and the glaring sun is starting to take its toll on me. i have not yet fully recovered from something. haha. and the sun is one of my BIG and MAJOR problems. okay. enough with that. pat IS in London na. saw her pitures in her blog already. my review would end at jUne 3.. imagine, 5 days after that... it's the start of classes na.. jUNe 8.. yeah.. that's right. i haven't enrolled yet and my relatives are thinking to move me to Manila. no way. no FRIGGIN' way. i cannot go there unless i'm in college already, i have to finish my highschool years here of course. i'm so sleepy. i'm planning to finish this book i'm reading pa. nostalgia. nostalgia. am i bored? of course not. have tons to do. when am i going to manila? i don't know.. been in computer shops every single day. can't get enough i guess. anyway. gotta go. i couldn't be late in our training or i'll burn myself to death in the hot sun. lol.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Sunday, May 15, 2005
12:51 AM

Hindi ka iyakin, kung gano'n. Kung iyakin ka syempre, alam mong iiyak ka. Tama 'yon. Kung isipin, yang kamatayan, trahedya yan ng namatayan, hindi ng namatay. Pag dedbol nako, wala sa akin yon dahil ni hindi ko alam na dedbol na ako. siguro hindi natin gustong mamatay ang isang mahal sa atin dahil ikalulungkot natin, hindi dahil kawawa siya. Kaya pag merong namatay at umiyak ka, ibig sabihi'y iniiyakan mo ang sarili mo, hindi yong namatay. Katawa-tawa diba? Iiyakan mong sarili mo gayong walang nagyari sayo liban nga lang sa hindi mo na makikita ang isang mahal sayo. "Saka merong mga taong ang kamataya'y kabutihan pa para sa kanila. Pag di mo na maramdamang may kapakinabangan ang buhay ay dapat mamatay ka na. Yon ang pinkamabuting mangyari sayo sa ganoong kalagayan. O kaya kung aping-api ka na sa buhay at walang pag-asang makahon pa roon kaysa patuloy kang maapi at masaktan, di ba mas mabuting mawala ka na...?
-Sa mga Kuko ng Liwanag ni Edgardo Reyes

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Saturday, May 14, 2005
7:23 AM

pat!!! remebr this.. pretty, pretty you! it was the filipino fest right? ms. lakambini.. hehe.. i think this is my only solo picture of you, utang ko pa.. di ko nasend.. diba? hehe.. ei mhen.. we're gonna miss you!! uhm.. ignat sa biyahe.. sa flight mo papunta dun! and live ur life to teh fullest dun.. haha.. sensha d ako nging SENTI.. lam mu nman ako.. but thanks for everything,, tska.. lagi mo tndaan.. na khit ala n kme sa tabi mo dun.. andito pawen kmi para seu.. ha.. bsta.. take care lgi!!! mwa!! god bless you!!
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hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

it's been quite a while since iv'e posted something here.. tomorrow is may 15, 2005. the day pat is going to leave for london. ey, stop with the drama. hmmM.. i skipped my science class last thursday and friday to be with her. thursday. we watched this movie. it was unbearably boring. and i couldn't get the story at first. i was also thinking bout pat leaving for london on sunday. friday. hmm. dea and justine was not there. we were not complete. pat WAS crying. so we then decided to do some singing at the kTv or whatever that was called. pat took pictures from her handy digi cam. she told me to be senti. haha. she's expecting me to cry. sory mhen. next time n lng pagbalik mo. haha. okay.. this post is all aboput her anyway. pat. salamat sa lahat. thanks for having us. me, dea, justine and guia. we'll always be there for you. kahit asa malayo ka pa. nitatamad na ako mg english eh. pilipino naman tayo. haha. anyway, u'll meet your soulmate doon. isang rich, handsome and loving na british guy. haha. pakilala mo samen ha. it's a small world naman eh, i'm sure we'll still see each other in time. hmm.. what makes other people happy, is in the midst of their friends, and no matter what paths we may take, we'll still see each other in the end. we'll miss ya mhen. ala nang manlilibre. ala nang die-hard fan ni beyonce knowles, ala ng babee na nglalagay ng fries sa burger, ginagwang sauce sa rice ang gravy ng mcdo at laging nagsusundo sakn sa MG. hey, we've been through a lot together, as friends, alala mo ung hula sa tarot cards? love ka ng mga friends mo.. totoo un. lagi kmi andtio para sau.. ha.. always remember that. london is a new environment man. ingat ka dun ha. pakabait ka. tska, u can call us naman if u need us. okay.. thanks agen. god bless u sa lahat. thanks for the memories. we'll treasure them forever mhen..

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Tuesday, May 10, 2005
3:34 AM

i'd like to acknowledge mr. christopher bryan wong caras for this pic.. hehe.. thanks toph!! hehe.. sorta looks like me.. tnc so much!! i'll call u genius na and stop comparing you ton the british girl in your class.. hehe.. thanks agen!! god blesS!
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hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

im sleepy. im tired. but i have some unfinished tasks to do. gotta take loads of time to finish it. but i have to. i have to finish it for tomorrow. fot their sake. i dunno. feeling restless. my mind is flying right now. been thinking bout a lot lately. i can't take the mental picture out of my head.Yesterday, I fell asleep while listening to my instructor's lecture about cell division. am i stressed out? nah.. never have i been anyway. i'm just.. a little bit tired, mentally and emotionally unstable. lol. maybe i need some sleep. a lot of sleep. i decided to cut class again a while ago, i barely escaped the quiz that I had to take for science. i came back though, with a strained body, i managhed to listen to about half of my instructor's lecture. something was so bothering me that i had to listen meticulously to my teacher. i felt like the lessons were all just coming out of my head, as i pass it to my ear, i let it out on the other. crazy ryt. hmM.. have to sleep anyway.. coz i have to wake up after about an hour so i can finish what i am supposed to do.. thanks for the time.. *zzzZz..*

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Sunday, May 08, 2005
8:45 AM

pat and i. yep. she's really leaving this may 15. and i hav to skip some f my classes just to be with her before she goess to London. i'm deceitful.yes i am. i know it. but hey. guess it's still worth it ryt? i'll miss her a lot. all of us. me, dea, justine and guia.. we'll be missing you mhen! we'll stay as besty friends.. hehe. yeah. and if you ever had the time to write or call? please fo.. hehe.. good Luck there! u'll always be special..=)
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hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*