believe me... my happinesS is you..

bummed

2005-07-24T05:49:00.000-07:00

almusal ang gamot pag nahihilo na ko sa puyat at mabilis na ang ikot ng mundo. minsan, ngayon ngayon lang, bigla akong nagising ng madaling araw, nagtimpla ng kape, ngluto ng sinangag at kumain na parang bibitayin ng araw na iyon. solve! lagi na akong pumapasok ng maaga ngayon, sa katunayan ay nakakapasok pa ako sa flag ceremony. ok, umalis na ang dati naming guidance counselor na si mam lacsina at lumipad na patungong south korea. ayan tuloy, ngkaroon kami ng bago, bumalik sHA. ung dati naming substitute titser nung first year. c mam toooot. andaming nagyari sa mga nakaraang araw. sa amin ni toot. haha. ewan, ang gulo nun.. sobra. pero ngaun, ok na.. maayos na ang lahat. nagbalik na ang lahat sa dati. kasama nadn pala ako sa pep squad namin. sana naman maging champion na kami. *wish ko lang* pero bkt? d naman masama ang mangarap. ang dami kong gustong gawin pero nd ako pahintulutan ng tadhana. haha. gusto kong magpunta sa isang lugar na tahimik lng at magenjoy. gusto kong magbeach. gusto kong magbasa ng nobela. gusto kong makapagaral ng mabuti. gusto kong makapasa. gusto kong matuto. gusto kong magshopping. gusto ko ng isang linggong bakashon. at kasama c toot. nakakapagod ang mga araw. andaming discushons. minsan nga eh ndi na ako nakikinig. ewan ko ba. gusto ko ng martilyo para ipukpok sa ulo ko na kailangan kong makinig at mag-aral. alang ya. an dami ko pang gagawin. bukas na lng.. ang part two nitong speech ko. ang sakit ng katawan ko. nabinat ata dahil sa pep. pero ok lng. sacrifice. haha. cge na. paalam na sainyo.

first day funk

2005-06-11T08:36:00.000-07:00

matagal bago ko ulit naisipang magsulatdito. naisipan ko ding maging makata sa mga oras na ito dahil ako'y naeewan sa aking sarili. tamang-tamang alas dose na ng hating gabi. ayaw pa ata akong dalawin ng antok at di pa ko makatulog. kaewan sapagkat sa unang dalawang araw ng pasukan ay oisiyal nang nagbigay ng kanikanyang mga asynment ang mga titser. abnkkbsanaplako. naalala ko 2loy ang librong iyon. teka nga. balik tau sa ating pinaguusapan. ayun. bagong mga guro ang aming nakilalaa. napunta ako sa seksyuong newton at kakalase ko ang aking kuya na si terence. wala ata ako sa tamang pag-iisip ngayon mga pre. hindi ako makapagsulat ng matino. ayun. asan na tayo? ah tama sa seksyon ko. da best ito. ata. haha. ang aming naturang adviser ay ang beteranong c Mrs. Socorro Ringor. mabait sha. sobra. hehe. c dea ay napuntang pascal at c justine naman ay einstein. masayahin ang adviser ng pascal..(BWAHAHAHHA) joke lng. ang einstein pala un.. c sir LEONUSTO CELZO.. ang aming PEHM teacher.. da best din. sa pascal..a ng titser namins a poilipino ang kanilang napiling adviser. ok lng naman daw ayon sa kanila. basta un. tapos.. ang dami naming asaynment. filipino. economics.english at biochemistry. natawa ako pagkat halos makaidlip nako habang nakikinig sa aking guro sa biochem.. ewan ko ba.. inaantok lng cguro ako.. kmi pala. magugulatin pala ang titser namin sa physics at math. c MDAS- My Dear Antonio Samson, ang saya nyang magturo. magaling siya masyado pero magugulatin padin. nagulat siya sa malakas na boses ng tagapagsalita ng aming eskwelahan.. oops teka.. may gagawin pala ako.. ito'y aking ituttuloy bukas. gud nayt sainyo.

diz kuya alvz..

2005-05-19T22:30:00.000-07:00

kuya alvin. uhm.. sir alvin.. just copiedthe pic from ate chesca's blog (thanks po!) haha.. he's ur x.o in the CAT. sha ang ngtrain samin.. mga COTC applicants. hehe.. super bait!!! he'll be studying at U.S.T din.. uhm.. med tec ata.. ala lng.. trip lng ipost ang pic haha.. we miss you sir!

antukin..

2005-05-19T21:28:00.001-07:00

it took a while for me to create a post again. im busy. too busy actually. too busy but too lazy do all those things i'm supposed to do. i have to go to school and attend review classes, the only fun part of it is.. i get to learn new things except for the fact that my mind is flying elsewhere as my teachers patiently discuss their lessons.i've been training for CAT also, i think. and the glaring sun is starting to take its toll on me. i have not yet fully recovered from something. haha. and the sun is one of my BIG and MAJOR problems. okay. enough with that. pat IS in London na. saw her pitures in her blog already. my review would end at jUne 3.. imagine, 5 days after that... it's the start of classes na.. jUNe 8.. yeah.. that's right. i haven't enrolled yet and my relatives are thinking to move me to Manila. no way. no FRIGGIN' way. i cannot go there unless i'm in college already, i have to finish my highschool years here of course. i'm so sleepy. i'm planning to finish this book i'm reading pa. nostalgia. nostalgia. am i bored? of course not. have tons to do. when am i going to manila? i don't know.. been in computer shops every single day. can't get enough i guess. anyway. gotta go. i couldn't be late in our training or i'll burn myself to death in the hot sun. lol.

antukin..

2005-05-19T21:28:00.000-07:00

2005-05-15T00:51:00.000-07:00

Hindi ka iyakin, kung gano'n. Kung iyakin ka syempre, alam mong iiyak ka. Tama 'yon. Kung isipin, yang kamatayan, trahedya yan ng namatayan, hindi ng namatay. Pag dedbol nako, wala sa akin yon dahil ni hindi ko alam na dedbol na ako. siguro hindi natin gustong mamatay ang isang mahal sa atin dahil ikalulungkot natin, hindi dahil kawawa siya. Kaya pag merong namatay at umiyak ka, ibig sabihi'y iniiyakan mo ang sarili mo, hindi yong namatay. Katawa-tawa diba? Iiyakan mong sarili mo gayong walang nagyari sayo liban nga lang sa hindi mo na makikita ang isang mahal sayo. "Saka merong mga taong ang kamataya'y kabutihan pa para sa kanila. Pag di mo na maramdamang may kapakinabangan ang buhay ay dapat mamatay ka na. Yon ang pinkamabuting mangyari sayo sa ganoong kalagayan. O kaya kung aping-api ka na sa buhay at walang pag-asang makahon pa roon kaysa patuloy kang maapi at masaktan, di ba mas mabuting mawala ka na...?
-Sa mga Kuko ng Liwanag ni Edgardo Reyes

2005-05-14T07:23:00.000-07:00

pat!!! remebr this.. pretty, pretty you! it was the filipino fest right? ms. lakambini.. hehe.. i think this is my only solo picture of you, utang ko pa.. di ko nasend.. diba? hehe.. ei mhen.. we're gonna miss you!! uhm.. ignat sa biyahe.. sa flight mo papunta dun! and live ur life to teh fullest dun.. haha.. sensha d ako nging SENTI.. lam mu nman ako.. but thanks for everything,, tska.. lagi mo tndaan.. na khit ala n kme sa tabi mo dun.. andito pawen kmi para seu.. ha.. bsta.. take care lgi!!! mwa!! god bless you!!
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2005-05-14T06:51:00.000-07:00

it's been quite a while since iv'e posted something here.. tomorrow is may 15, 2005. the day pat is going to leave for london. ey, stop with the drama. hmmM.. i skipped my science class last thursday and friday to be with her. thursday. we watched this movie. it was unbearably boring. and i couldn't get the story at first. i was also thinking bout pat leaving for london on sunday. friday. hmm. dea and justine was not there. we were not complete. pat WAS crying. so we then decided to do some singing at the kTv or whatever that was called. pat took pictures from her handy digi cam. she told me to be senti. haha. she's expecting me to cry. sory mhen. next time n lng pagbalik mo. haha. okay.. this post is all aboput her anyway. pat. salamat sa lahat. thanks for having us. me, dea, justine and guia. we'll always be there for you. kahit asa malayo ka pa. nitatamad na ako mg english eh. pilipino naman tayo. haha. anyway, u'll meet your soulmate doon. isang rich, handsome and loving na british guy. haha. pakilala mo samen ha. it's a small world naman eh, i'm sure we'll still see each other in time. hmm.. what makes other people happy, is in the midst of their friends, and no matter what paths we may take, we'll still see each other in the end. we'll miss ya mhen. ala nang manlilibre. ala nang die-hard fan ni beyonce knowles, ala ng babee na nglalagay ng fries sa burger, ginagwang sauce sa rice ang gravy ng mcdo at laging nagsusundo sakn sa MG. hey, we've been through a lot together, as friends, alala mo ung hula sa tarot cards? love ka ng mga friends mo.. totoo un. lagi kmi andtio para sau.. ha.. always remember that. london is a new environment man. ingat ka dun ha. pakabait ka. tska, u can call us naman if u need us. okay.. thanks agen. god bless u sa lahat. thanks for the memories. we'll treasure them forever mhen..

2005-05-10T03:34:00.000-07:00

i'd like to acknowledge mr. christopher bryan wong caras for this pic.. hehe.. thanks toph!! hehe.. sorta looks like me.. tnc so much!! i'll call u genius na and stop comparing you ton the british girl in your class.. hehe.. thanks agen!! god blesS!
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2005-05-10T03:33:00.000-07:00

im sleepy. im tired. but i have some unfinished tasks to do. gotta take loads of time to finish it. but i have to. i have to finish it for tomorrow. fot their sake. i dunno. feeling restless. my mind is flying right now. been thinking bout a lot lately. i can't take the mental picture out of my head.Yesterday, I fell asleep while listening to my instructor's lecture about cell division. am i stressed out? nah.. never have i been anyway. i'm just.. a little bit tired, mentally and emotionally unstable. lol. maybe i need some sleep. a lot of sleep. i decided to cut class again a while ago, i barely escaped the quiz that I had to take for science. i came back though, with a strained body, i managhed to listen to about half of my instructor's lecture. something was so bothering me that i had to listen meticulously to my teacher. i felt like the lessons were all just coming out of my head, as i pass it to my ear, i let it out on the other. crazy ryt. hmM.. have to sleep anyway.. coz i have to wake up after about an hour so i can finish what i am supposed to do.. thanks for the time.. *zzzZz..*

2005-05-08T08:45:00.000-07:00

pat and i. yep. she's really leaving this may 15. and i hav to skip some f my classes just to be with her before she goess to London. i'm deceitful.yes i am. i know it. but hey. guess it's still worth it ryt? i'll miss her a lot. all of us. me, dea, justine and guia.. we'll be missing you mhen! we'll stay as besty friends.. hehe. yeah. and if you ever had the time to write or call? please fo.. hehe.. good Luck there! u'll always be special..=)
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2005-05-07T19:17:00.000-07:00

hmm.. 050805..i fell asleep last night.. but i woke up early anyway.. weeh! well, very hapy day! guess what's so special about this day.. haha.. yEa.. its been 4 months! hehe.. anyway.. that's a pic of my dad and me.. got it from a frend.. hMmm.. today is a hapEe day.. still hopin for the best you guys! and wana thank my dad for everything! mwa! i love him so much! =)
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..the sun bUrns...

2005-05-06T02:57:00.000-07:00

haaay.. i woke up quarter to 8 and upon knowing that my class would start at about 8, i rushed to the bathroom and did my rituals. i finished early. i guess. and to my surprise, as i arrived at our school, *which was about 8 30..* my so-called classmates were not there. i was then entangled in the midst of escaping and staying. and to my heart-felt decision, i decided to stay. i entered the classroom seeing only mr samson having his daily dosage of "inquirer" and "manila bulletin" news. he told me to read too, so i obeyed him. we had a conversation as we waited for my fellow "reviewees" to arrive. on acount of the usual subjects of the day, we were all restless. lunchtime was a must for us cause hunger 's starting to drive us anxious. plus. pat texted me and told me she's come to school, i couldn't reply until lunch. we had to wqalk this long road as the sun smiles on us so brightly. it was hot i tell ya. i felt like i had a sun burn *was it too exaggerated* yea i guess it was. haha. anyway.. pat forced me to accompany her to newton so she can have lunch with my other friends.i told that i was available only until 1 30 pm. and she agreed. we went there. i saw everyone.my dad, my bez eps, dea, justine, ate shiels=), etc. oh.. almost everyone. i didn't see my sempai. i need to talk to him anyway.. i must remind myself to call him later. haha. after that, we went to the mall as bad luck stroke dea, *we were riding a tricycl, then as we hopped down, i noticed a big .. no not big, a very big black mark on dea's arm. *joan thought it was a tattoo* we were soooo laughing outside the mall, as dea tried to remove that black stuff on her arm.* we went to the girl's room to help dea with it and they ate at mcdo. keith and levi was there too. i went back to school for the review. we were dismissed early so we went to rixelle..*the computer ship near kicaco* and wasted our time there. haha. we had fun. everything was in topsy turvy. i eman, we were like crazy. and i was so thrilled as jbap arribed,(together with lee ann), haven't seen him for a while! well, yea, that's just about it for this day.. im still sLeepy...*yawns*.. thank God..!

2005-05-05T02:51:00.000-07:00

These cookies are cute aren't they? hehe..these are for my special girls, my dad, my sempai, my jbap, my bez eps, my kuya yeng, my alan, my jic, my marky.. everyone actually.. all of my besty buds! haha.. miss yah guys! (just make believe it's true okay?) mwa!

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2005-05-05T02:47:00.000-07:00

one of my bestfriends..dis is my kuya yeng.. cute isn't he? dat was quite a long time ago, so if you might see him in person.. he changed.. almost. he's the dream guy everybody loves. hey. you can't just help it. look at his factors anyway: cute, smart, funny, kind, self-controlled.. waaaa!!! everything a girl wants daw! *hay nako kuya.. kung nababasa mo to.. im s ure fLattened ka na..* lolz.. but he's such a great frend. laging anjan para sau.. one of my bestest friends.. kaaliw na katelebabad sa fOne.. tsKa.. pag mejo tinotopak kame.. he's my kuya na talga.. thanks kuya!! god bLess! ah.. devout pala to.. super goOd boy! mwa!
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..hapEe day..

2005-05-04T02:41:00.000-07:00

waaa!! i went to my review at MG today..we were only 4 there, it's as if the school was a ghost town and we were the only ones there.. anyway though i was a bit late ( coz my insomnia was not letting me sleep again) guess what? i only missed about one-fourth of the discussion ..anyway...the first subject was math.. yeap and mr. samson was our teacher. he's great. i so lurve his stories.. and the way he teaches too.. hehe.. i also attended the english class in which Mrs. Samson was the proctor.. well, she taught us quite a bit of her knowledge on vocabulary and handed us a sheet of paper containing all the root words (Latin and Greek) that can be applied if we don't know the meaning of the word. hmM.. lunch time was only an hour and i had to go to kingfisher to visit my friends. pat was there too..! she went to school to fetch me! aha! talk about good friends..=) then, as the hot sun radiated brightly at our faces, we arrived at kingfisher on time! i arrived there and upon seeing jeric, i became.. uh.. hyper? yea.. i was.. i missed them so much.. all of them..especially my sempai, i haven't seen him for a long time. I was excited to see everyone...I saw my sempai first when i entered the room...i coudn't find my dad. Then there he was, standing outside.. with his yellow teE shirt on.. *i like yellow.. it suits my dad best*hehe.. dea, justine and the YCG girls were there too..! ah! im so happy today! well, after the get together, we said our goodbyes and watched a movie *sighs..... i forgot the title* justine had to go at 3 30... me too, but i stayed there just a little more and levi and i went back to school for our last class.. math. okay... i admit it... i skipped science just to be with my best friends, but hey, it was all worthwhile, it was all fun. And this might never happen again (considering pat leaving for London this May 15) so that's it.,.. that's my day! thank God! mwa! *i'm sleepy*

2005-05-02T21:00:00.000-07:00

marztot..

2005-05-02T18:54:00.000-07:00

hey! i woke up early this morning! at last my sleepless nights have been recovered! well.. i'm supposed to attend the review at our school but no can do... unfortunately at that time... i was still sleeping soundly.hmmm... my best friends are already at newton.. oh no wait.. kingfisher? yeap.. their time has come for them to start their review.. hehe..i am still sleEpy.. *yawns* but i have to post something on my blog anyway.. and at least i still have free time. pat IS going to London this May 15.. i will miss her for sure. she helped me a lot with this blog..*thanks for everything pat*.. heeey... stop with the drama.. we're supposed to be happy for her right? well.. good luck there.. have fun.. we'll miss ya! nevertheless.. you'll still be special, as we all are.. dea, me, justine, guia and you.. we are special..=)

marztot

2005-05-02T04:23:00.000-07:00

pat.. do you really have to go to London?... ='(

*believe me... my happinesS is you..*

bummed

first day funk

diz kuya alvz..

antukin..

antukin..

05 15 05

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*..the sun bUrns...*

*..hapEe day..*

marztot..

marztot

believe me... my happinesS is you..

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..the sun bUrns...

..hapEe day..